So over the past two weeks I personally feel like I have been through it all. From feeling unappreciated, to feeling unloved, and finally feeling like there was no point in even trying to change my life for the better. These two weeks showed me that it isn't easy, and if I want to change for my kids and for my family, and for myself, I have to stay committed and focused on my goal.
I quickly had to learn that even if I am on this journey alone that that's OK, and that in the end, I'm all I need. My change that I want to accomplish will help everyone around me, but ultimately it will help me. I know that there will be times when I will get tired, I know that there will be times where I get frustrated, but I KNOW THAT I CANT QUIT, I KNOW THAT I CANT GIVE UP NO MATTER HOW MUCH I WANT TO I HAVE TO KEEP PUSHING FORWARD.
In the end as I said before, I'm all I really need on my journey, but knowing that I will have help no matter how big or small the help is, it will benefit me. I'm honestly looking forward to my next rough patch to see how I will handle it.
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