Old Friends

Wow haven't done this in a while lol. I make my return because I have a lot of things on my heart. There was one time I had a friend, a really close friend that I fell in love with, hard. I pursued a relationship with this friend for the longest lol. One say, I FINALLY got this friend to be with me. It was a great relationship, found out that this friend loved me the way I loved her. I messed up, see I was keeping something from this friend who was now my girlfriend, and we split up. A few days later I entered a deep, dark place in my life, and being that I had hurt her so deeply she kept her distance. I don't blame her now, a full year later, but I miss her. Not a day goes by that I don't wish she'd just call, or email me. If you're reading this I just want you to know I sincerely apologize. I still have much love and respect for you. Contact me soon please. Hope to hear from you soon.

                                       King Eastwick

My Update

So over the past two weeks I personally feel like I have been through it all. From feeling unappreciated, to feeling unloved, and finally feeling like there was no point in even trying to change my life for the better. These two weeks showed me that it isn't easy, and if I want to change for my kids and for my family, and for myself, I have to stay committed and focused on my goal.


I quickly had to learn that even if I am on this journey alone that that's OK, and that in the end, I'm all I need. My change that I want to accomplish will help everyone around me, but ultimately it will help me. I know that there will be times when I will get tired, I know that there will be times where I get frustrated, but I KNOW THAT I CANT QUIT, I KNOW THAT I CANT GIVE UP NO MATTER HOW MUCH I WANT TO I HAVE TO KEEP PUSHING FORWARD.


In the end as I said before, I'm all I really need on my journey, but knowing that I will have help no matter how big or small the help is, it will benefit me. I'm honestly looking forward to my next rough patch to see how I will handle it.

The Transformation Of A King

"The Transformation Of A King" - What does it mean to me ?

The Transformation Of A King to me is the transformation from an immature young man to a grown man, an inspiration to my brothers, and the father that I know I can be, that my daughters want and need me to be. I know that my transformation wont be an easy one, but I know that I'm not alone on my journey. I have been blessed with two beautiful daughters that are my inspiration to not give up on life, I have been blessed with four brothers that I know look up to me, I have been blessed with two friends in particular that want me to succeed in everything I do in life, and last but definitely not least I have certainly been blessed to have an understanding of what God wants in a good christian.

I know for a fact that I'm not even close to being where I need to be in life, but I wont let myself give up. I believe I'm truthfully close to being on the right track, and I will not stop until I reach my full potential in life, and in Christ. Hopefully this blog will show my growth, and also something I can use as a positive outlet to vent frustrations and acknowledge my accomplishments.

Well I'm running low on words now lol, So I'll end this post by saying i believe this blog will be a great tool on my journey, and hopefully it will help someone to get on a journey of their own.